The Countdown
So the semester end is looming just over the horizon. I am feeling focused and in control. I think I have enough time to make everything run smooooothly. The trick for me is to stay balanced.
What does that mean? Well, I am big on self-care which sometimes translates into PLAY. But that whips around and bites me in the cushy parts sometimes. So I am redefining self-care for now to mean staying on track with studying and sleep. I also have to make time to feed myself energizing food….that doesn’t mean lots of caffine or sugar…it means lots of veggies, fruit and good protein. This isn’t a chore, it is really what I want. But when I push myself in the wrong ways, when I stay up late or run too hard, I don’t make time for shopping and have to depend on other sources of food.

The other thing I am doing is that I am using my mind to help guide my actions and feelings. It is a great tool, this mind of mine. I have been doing creative visualization to keep me on track. Visualizing myself at the end of this next week having all my ducks in a row, feeling superb and enjoying my sense of self-confidence.
I did get hypnotized the other day. It went really well. I will spend sometime writing about it after the smoke clears from school. I will say I feel like a shift happened. And I came to understand the workings of our psyches in a way I don’t think I would have ever understood without this experience. I have a sense that I am much more in control of the things I thought were uncontrolable than I ever imagined. We are as powerful as we are complex. I think the key for me is not to be afraid to trust that amazing change can happen in my life, and it can happen quickly…in this moment. Boom! Change.

Working for Change,
Rae
Awesome, you sound so focused. Love the “self care”
I am looking forward to more on the hypnosis. But as for this blog, you remind me that I can NEVER forget to give that gift of self-care to myself. I have been doing the 30 nights with no mindless eating (mostly no hnger at all either) and I feel so much more peace. That and the nearly no sugar are really keeping me balanced. So, what is after this, because food is not everything right? Well there is that love for ourselves that comes with all the little things we do. So thanks. The other day I felt so good about buying some NYC nail polish and helping myself to feel pretty…hehe It is the little things. Sometimes as you have written of before it is just being gentle with ourselves.
Thanks to the image of that burger I am wanting a jalepeno guacamole chicken burger from a fave restaurant…hehe. That will be a blissful experience. It has been so long.
Cheers to you !!!
Congrats on your success this past year and happy summer! *hugs*
sounds like your getting it together.keep going girl